Finally got back to 315 on squating. I say finally because i was maxing this weight in sophomore year but with horrible forum. I was doing sissy squats, just kind of bending my knees. But now i can say that i can push 315 with my hips dropping further than my knees!
On a more annoying note, another pair of boxers ruined. That makes 5 this semester… DAFAQ BRO.
And i couldnt stop thinking about the last date i had there with my ex. I shockingly remembered everything about that day. It was halloween, and we went to F21, best buy, max brenners, and watched Saw… Whatever #. It a nice walk down memory lane… Besides the company i was with… Lululs
My Questions:
1. Song you can’t stop listening to right now? Probably the pokemon theme when you vs red in gold/silver
2. Biggest highlight so far in your break?
Oh geee… Welp i just hung out with a lot of friends from high school that i havent seen in… Well ever
3. What were you doing before this? Reading what april posted when she was tagged… Stalker much?
4. One of your biggest fears that you have yet to overcome?
Failing… Just at life. Its becoming more and more evident that i have to become… Independent (not exactly the right word but thats the best way describe what i mean). And thats just an overwhelming thought for me at the monent.
5. What is one thing that can always make you feel better?
Honestly… Games. As sad as it is, games have always provided an escape for me. Of course this is also my biggest flaw, but thats another story
6. A memory that made you feel so invincible?
its something so small, but when i got my first kiss. I still remember the butterflies i got, and how her lips felt. It was a peck, but it was just something that i cannot forget.
7. One of your top 5 favorite moments of your entire existence. I would have to say going to the top of Rockefeller. That day was when my ex and i celebrated our one year anniversary together. I couldnt be happier. I was with someone i loved with all of my heart, and she was just even more radiant on that day. (i still remember what she wore) and i was above than 99.999999% of the people in the world and no one could bring me down.
8. Favorite pair of shoes?
Of all the sneakers ive ever owned, id have to say my chrome 8s. Those were the most comfortable sneakers ever. Now in terms of shoes, id have to say my sperries.
9. Favorite clothing designer?
Mr Armani or Mr Calvin Klein
10. Favorite line of a song?
Id have to say either Truly Madly Deeply or Tornado. I can never get sick of those songs.
11. Biggest turn off in a person?
Honestly… I dont have any particular turn offs, maybe just a whole bunch of pet peeves. Okay i lied, ignorance and arrogance. And when someone knows they are either one or both, and does not knowingly try to fix it.
Is so fuuuuuuuucked. I tried to go to sleep at 12. I was genuinely tired and then, I suddenly wake up at 2… and I’ve been awake since. I’m supposed to go out for DimSum in the morning… FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. Holy balls i need to fix this.
This week is going to be fucking hell as well.
I have a paper on a book i haven’t really read. I have a test tomorrow (monday) I have experiments, I have a quiz… oh god. Jesus christ i am starting to lose the balance, not that there was that much to begin with. Its just… irratiating. I feel like every thing is collapsing. I just want to be done with this. I want to get a stable job, start a career, and fucking just… ugggh relax. Oh well, I guess i have to work for that.
Well I guess i’m going to study.
On another less… important note, I need to relearn mechanics of mid lane. I fucked around way too much when the season was supposed to end, but holy crap I suck at middle now.
so i can pour more of my life into you, you ungrateful parasitic, toxic game
i odn’t understand how people get instagibbed when they play ad carry. its like you literally have to sit behind your teammates, right clicking anything that comes close to you and melting it… like SO DA SIMPLE
WOOHOOO I’M BACK TO 1700 YASDFJAJSDF;JASFK YAYY CHEERRRRRRRRRRRR WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
nerd***