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So I haven’t done these all vacation because quiet simply… I wasn’t that bored lol. I usually do these at stony because well I have nothing better to do, or I am procrastinating. Although now that I look back, and I click on my night post tabs, and I see like a whole week, I realized that I really do not remember anything that I did this week. Well at least nothing significant. It was just one huge blur. The irony of this is that I started doing these to have some sort of log for my life. I wanted to be able to go back and read what was going on in my mind during those days.

Anyway, there is actually something relevant. A close friend that originally was going away until July or something like that, told me that she wasn’t going on her originally planned trip to Mexico. I was really happy because I would be able to spend a lot more time with her considering I rarely see this person. Three minutes I read “Instead I’m going to Costa Rica for basically the whole summer.” Out of nowhere, my previous jubilation dissipates and there was a sudden plunge in my stomach. I realized how much I relied on this person. How important that person is. She is like my second sister. Even though I hardly see her or barely talk, I still feel a strong connection with her. And I’m happy that she is still in my life, even though it is only time from time. She has helped me a lot over the years and I cannot thank her enough for that.